Page 102 of the Book of Common Prayer has a wonderful line regarding
the disposition of the prayers we lift up to God. It is the central
request of the prayer attributed to St. John Chrysostom.
"Fulfill now, O Lord, our desires and petitions as may be best for
us..."
John wanted to refuse the position of Archbishop of
Constantinople offered to him in 398 AD. God obviously thought the way
to fulfill John's desire in a way best for him was to make him
Archbishop anyway! As if to further emphasize God's protection for
John, one night when his enemies had him arrested a great earthquake
shook the land. The enemies relented and released him from prison.
The Divine Liturgy regularly celebrated by Eastern Orthodox and
Eastern Catholics is attributed to John (and the prayer attributed to
him in the BCP comes from this Liturgy). His work is cited 18 times in
the modern Catechism of the Catholic Church. He is one of the most
influential of the Greek Fathers.
His prayer is one to be
offered by those prepared to let the Lord Jesus have the last word. We
certainly can produce long lists of desires. Yet our petitions may be
little more than a wish to be made comfortable, through eliminating
the suffering of those we love.
St. John comes before God ready to describe what he wants. But he has
also heard how the Lord Jesus prayed in Gethsemane. Anything is
possible with you, Father! But not my will. Instead, let thine be
done.
For the Father's will is only what is best for us. On
earth, as it is in heaven, may it only and everlastingly be his will
that continues to shape our lives.